I appreciate your response! I think it’s hard to consider the restoration that will come when Christ comes again and instead stay focused on what we think we are owed in this life/earth. His promises are good and shall come to pass but you are right, it is His timing. Why should we get to decide when we get the gifts he is going to bless us with? And in turn, we try to decide what the gift really looks like, making it not a gift after all.